DULU n KINI

Am I different from before??
Physically? Attitude? Emotional? Appearance? etc...

masa 3rd year...site visit ni (2007)

  

final year (2009) before stat tesis

after grad..before konvo...;) mei 2009

pas bunga2 centa...september 2010

oktober 2010...

bandung...julai 2011

Fly dr ofis,..Ogos 2011

rayaaaaa!! september 2011

okayh...xyah la tgk perubahan banyak sgt....ni je...menunjukkan ak xde la perubahan yg ketara :P


daaaa~~~~

b.o.s.a.n....

hehe ak sedang kebuhsanan yang amat arini...haishhh nak aje ak fly...fly..fly...


arini pi ngaja kelas sepatutnye 11 org...tp yang datang cume 4 org...tu pun 2 org cabut awal...ni la masalah IPTS...haissshhh menyampah ak... ak strict...ko komplen...ak sporting...ko pijak pale...nak aje ak santau sekor2...


haisshhhh sabo je laaa...mujur ak puasa arini!!! owh ye naseb baikla dpt call besfren ak...terubat sket rendu!!


k la..mls nk mengamuk...lantak ko la student nk blajo ke xnak..kalo rs da baguuusss sangat pi beli je sijil kat cni...org kaye kan..keje da tunggu...xyah rase hidup susah...

terima kasih...:)

it's not finish yet...tp ak nk wish jutaan TERIMA KASIH pd mereka2 di bawah ni...bagi moral support n bantuan yg xputus2 sepanjang ak siapkn tesis ak...especially di saat2 genting...:)


1) ofkos famili ak yg tersayang..mak yg tabah wat cistat n urusan umah tanpa bantuan sy...abah..as usual be my reference!..adik2 kne tahan tido bukak lampu spjg seminggu last n cover sume keje2 umah psl akak wat tatau je...


2) hearty...jd peneman yg setia..berusaha cr topik utk berborak..sorry!! (slame ni sy yg byk ckp) jd alarm clock sy...ntah bape hengget la abes call dr sana tetiap mlm..lyn sy meroyan...


3) bestfrenz especially wani n anis...xputus2 kate semangat dr korg! thanx sooo much!


4) lecturers!! especially my supervisor..sgt tabah dpt problematic student cm ak


5) Families...nyai..atok..makcik...pakcik..kazen2...


6) abang2 senior MSc CCM...apam, dorjo, malinja, imi...


7) rakan2 LUCT...esp Nik n seri yg byk gile tlg cover keje ak...juga arfah, zahirah, pak mael, farhan, jo...etc


8) semua rkn2 CCM 2010/2011 yg sama2 bejuang...bg sapot sesama sendiri...hahahaa all da best guys!


9) kawan2 laen yg sama2 bg sapot n mendoakan...mael, iezal, udik, amy, kakpi, fafa, erin, fisya, ayu, yoe, kakna, shida, dll


10) utk semua!!!


TERIMA KASIH...JASAMU DIKENANG

tIDAK cENTRE...

emmmmm PENAT!! nak ckp tu je... ok  i'm bit cranky lately...i'm soooooooo sorry!! ak rase nak marah...ak rase nk makan je...ak rs sensitif...(ala2 PMS plak...tp mmg pon!)


>> ak penat dgn TESIS! stress tahap gaban wooo...tolonglah DOAKAN ak lulus! xcemerlang pon xpe...janji lulus
>> ak byk gile nk kne wat MARKING assignment student..dah la nk dekat deadline key in mark...student maseh x submit...susah bile baik sgt..amek kesempatan!! bile LASER pon susah gak! sume terase!
>> ak pening ngn student yg asek merayu mintak EXTENSION OF TIME aje...ak ade deadline gak! bayar LAD la kat ak! extent...extent...(ak ni da plan nk ponteng byk ari bln 7 nnt! cube la ko anta keje ko skg!!)


haaaiii lah BELOG...ko lah tempat ak mmbebel...ko x kesah kan ak cakap kasar ngn ko?? walopun ak ni KASAQ gedegag...ak ni BAIK HATI la jugak sikit...

bila bosan

• I am a male.
• I am a girl. 
• I am shorter than 5’4.
• I think I’m ugly. 
• I have many scars.
• I tan easily. 
• I wish my hair was a different color.
• I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
• I have a tattoo.
• I am self-conscious about my appearance.
• I’ve had braces.
• I wear glasses. (or contact lenses)
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
• I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
• I have more than 2 piercings.
• I have piercing in places besides my ears.
• I have freckles.
• I’ve sworn at my parents.
• I’ve run away from home.
• I’ve been kicked out of the house. 
• I have a sibling less than one year old.
• I want to have kids someday. 
• I’m in school.
• I’ve lost a child.
• I have a job. 
• I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
• I almost always do/did my homework.
• I’ve missed a week or more of school.
• I failed more than 1 class last year.
• I’ve stolen something from my job. 
• I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
• Disney movies still make me cry.
• I’ve peed from laughing. 
• I’ve snorted while laughing
• I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
• I’ve glued my hand to something.
• I’ve had my pants rip in public 
• I was born with a disease/impairment.
• I’ve broken a bone.
• I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
• I’ve had my tonsils removed.
• I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
• I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. 
• I had a serious surgery.
• I’ve had chicken pox.
• I’ve had measles.
• I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
• I’ve been on a plane.
• I’ve been to Canada.
• I’ve been to Mexico.
• I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
• I’ve been to Japan.
• I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
• I’ve been to Europe
• I’ve been to Africa.
• I’ve gotten lost in my city.
• I’ve seen a shooting star.
• I’ve wished on a shooting star.
• I’ve seen a meteor shower.
• I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
• I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
• I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
• I’ve been to a casino.
• I’ve been skydiving.
• I’ve gone skinny dipping. 
• I’ve played spin the bottle.                                             
• I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. 
• I’ve crashed a car.
• I’ve been skiing.
• I’ve been in a play.
• I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
• I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
• I’ve seen the Northern lights.
• I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
• I’ve played chicken.
• I’ve played a prank on someone.
• I’ve ridden in a taxi.
• I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
• I’ve eaten sushi.
• I’ve been snowboarding.
• I’m single. 
• I’m in a relationship. ♥
• I’m engaged.
• I’m married.
• I’ve gone on a blind date. 
• I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
• I miss someone right now.
• I have a fear of abandonment.
• I’ve gotten divorced.
• I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
• I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
• I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
• I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
• I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
• I’ve had a crush on a teacher. 
• I am a cuddler.
• I’ve been kissed in the rain.
• I’ve hugged a stranger. 
• I have kissed a stranger.
• I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
• I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
• I’ve sneaked out of my house.
• I am keeping a secret from the world.
• I’ve cheated while playing a game. 
• I’ve cheated on a test. 
• I’ve run a red light.
• I’ve been suspended from school
• I’ve witnessed a crime. 
• I’ve been in a fist fight.
• I’ve been arrested. 
• I’ve passed out from drinking.
• I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
• I’ve smoked.
• I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
• I’ve eaten mushrooms.
• I’ve popped E.
• I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
• I’ve done hard drugs.
• I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
• I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
• I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
• I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
• I shut others out when I’m depressed.
• I take anti-depressants.
• I have been anorexic or bulimic.
• I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
• I’ve hurt myself on purpose. 
• I’ve woken up crying.
• I’m afraid of dying.
• I hate funerals.
• I’ve seen someone dying.
• Someone close to me has committed suicide.
• I’ve planned my own suicide.
• I’ve attempted suicide.
• I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
• I own over 5 rap CDs.
• I own an iPod or MP3 player.
• I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. 
• I own something from Hot Topic.
• I own something from Pac Sun.
• I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
• I collect comic books

ak saja wat bende ni...tgk kat blog anis...cm menarik...(mode : stress + bosan)

laen karier laen bicara...:D

tgk blog title..of kos lah kn...tp ak cm seronok nk share situasi ni la...ni pengalaman ak bile duduk di sekeliling kawan2 yg berbeza karier mereka...just nk tgk the way dorg berborak.. paham x paham org sekeliling...hahaha serius dis is fun...


Bila di samping kawan2 ARKITEK...
ok korg akan dgr borak2 seperti ni...walopun kdg2 yg diborak tu xde kaitan langsung dengan kerja
- boleh EXTENSION OF TIME x?? (boleh digunakan dlm byk aspek)
- wa pegi BOMBA td...bla..bla..wa pi MAJLIS....(bukan pgi suke2 ok)
- banyak VO la projek ko ni...
- muke ak ni da tahap RETAINING WALL tau x...
- eh ade DEFECT la...cmne INSPECTION aritu?
- wowowo projek tgh HIGH RUN ni...mane leh cuti
- relaxla beb..sedangkan MASJID boleh runtuh apatah lagi WAKAF (refer to mengubat kecewa pojaan ati jd milik org)
- beb..KLIEN tu kaye giler kot...jd sugar daddy ak ok gak
- asek2 UBAH...Bajet xde berangan nk DESIGN cantek2...ak tampo laju2 br tau
- esok pg SUBMISSION wei...keje x siap lg ni...mate ak da xle celik la...da la xde OT...ak nak benti la!!!


Bila di samping kawan2 CIKGU / LECTURER...
Kalo duk dlm kelompok ni plak...perkara2 ni lah yg ak slalu dgr...di samping dorg ni kalo becakap xleh benti
- KELAS GANTI sabtu ni...psl cuti raya
- STUDENT ak ni bongok betul..nak meniru pun nk kene ajar
- esok ade HARI KANTIN la...jemput la dtg
- eh CIKGU bla..bla...tu la bawak avon...pi la oder
- ak ade KURSUS la minggu depan
- wei ade STUDENT cun giler ok...bleh la nk ngurat cmni
- minggu depan FINAL EXAM student ak ni...sibuk mintak tips

Bila di samping kawan2 ENGINEER...

ok dorg ni xdela jauh beza dgn akitek...tp quote fevret antara akitek n engr adalah..."architect's dream is engineer's nightmare" k..ayat2 org engr

- PILING kat cni bile nk start ni

- brape BORE HOLE ko nk wat test ni

- weh CUBE TEST konkrit tuh failed la

- eh TNB substation cni pakai SISTEM CLEAN AGENT la...mane gune CO2 lg...

- agak2 bilelah boleh lay CABLE ni

- kat cni kne tsmbah BEAM la...kalo x cmne nk sapot...akitek ni wat design suke ati je...pening ak

Bila di samping kawan2 DOKTOR...
bahasa2 saintifik kompem membuak2 kuar dr mulut golongn ni
- DISEASE bla...bla..u hv to go for TREATMENT blabla...
- ak ONCALL 3 ari straight la beb...bz giler
- eh ko HOUSEMEN mana beb pasni? ORTHO best gile la...:P
- i'm doing RETAIL THERAPY now...
- EXAMINE here n there...blah2...
- (respon dr org len mostly...PLAIN ENGLISH pleaseeeeeeeeeeee)
- (ok bahasa dorg tinggi / saintifik sgt...ak xmampu nk ngajuk banyak2)

Bila di samping kawan2 LAWYER...

sure pening kalo dorg bercakap...bukan xpaham...tp pjg sgt

- eh u tau x CASE si polan v si polana...judge tu bias...bla..bla...

- macam mane ko boleh terima dia sedangkan ko bla bla bla bla........................................................... (ok terlalu berbelit n panjang soklan nye...pdhl boleh simplify dlm 5 pekataan je)

- korg kalo nak NASEHAT ak knela bayar beb...biase la gaji ak dtg dr air liur ni...

- weh bile u habes CHAMBERING?? xgtau pon...so watpe skang??

- kalo ikut AKTA...SEKSYEN....xboleh beb wat gitu...walopn da DIPINDA...

- (ni lg 1 golongan bahasa formal sgt...panjang plak tu ayat2nye...poning)

Bila di samping kawan2 PENJUAL INSURANS...

- Eh beb...ko ni ak tgk bz je ke sana sini...ak rs ko x idup lame la...baik ko BELI INSURANS dgn ak

- ko da ade MEDICAL CARD??

- korg ni keje kat site tu bahaya la.green card cidb tu apalah sgt insurannye...ko beli PELAN TAKAFUL or bla2...dgn ak...siap ade INVESTMENT tau...bagus

- ANAK ko ade insurans x?? ni PAKEJ FAMILI

Bila di samping kawan2 SURI RUMAH...

Kelompok ni pun boleh thn bz tau...tp dalam pd bz ngn urusan umah...bz gak dgn gusip2 hangat kampong

- eh ko tau...SI POLANA tuh aritu kne tangkap basah.....

- alamak......ak lupe ANAK ak nk p sekolah...ak lom MASAK

- APELAH nak masak malam ni ek...

- eeeeeeiii LAKI ak ni...da pukul 7 pon xreti2 lg nk balik ke??

- ya ALLAH...rumah macam TONGKANG pecah..budak2 ni mmg nk kne

- eh aku LUPE la tutup api dapurrrrrr!!!

Bila di samping kawan2 GOMEN...

Kalo ngn dorg ni plak...ni ayat2 fevret

- alamak ade KURSUS INDUKSI la minggu dpan

- eh jom NGETEH skg...

- agak2 BONUS thn ni bape bulan ek??

- eh BELANJAWAN smlm kate GAJI naik la...

- ak bawak TUPPERWARE ni...nak oder x??

- awak nk LULUS pelan ke?? xkan KOSONG je kn....

- pegawai xde la...dier ANTA ank pi sekolah

- alamak dia BARU je keluar...balik PETANG kot...

- KEJE ak ni banyak tau...ko igt keje gomen ni GOYANG KAKI ke....??

Bila di samping kawan2 AKAUNTAN / ECONOMIST...

- eh barang ko semuanya RM 43.58...(round up je la kn...1 sen pon nk kire)

- kalo nk buat ni BAJET jangan over ye

- BLR..BFR...INTEREST...bla2 cmne nk beli rumah...?

- KREDIT KAD bank ni x baguih...baek hang tuko BANK laen..hang wat LOAN...nnt byr...blablabla

- GNP negara skg da naek la...
- bank ni amalkn PERBANKAN ISLAM...better ko wat loan cni

- haaa pi becuti?? BAJET ak kate xboleh la kali ni

Bila di samping kawan2 STUDENT...

kalo student fulltime...ni gaya ayt2 fevret dorg..

- wei...ASSIGNMENT ak xsiap lg...ko da wat ke??

- mls la p kelas sok pg....TOLONG SIGN

- ape je la org tua (lecturer / cikgu) MEMBEBEL kat dpn ni...ak NGANTUK ni..FB lg bagus

- kak..PAYUNG ak..ak blaja lg...ko da keje

- esok EXAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMM...matilah x study lg

- next week PORTFOLIO...adeeiii byk plak nk betulkn ni...kang fail cmne..

- oooii mgu depan PILIHAN RAYA KAMPUS...ak nk vote yg hensem n cun je...bukan ak kenal pon dorg

ok la...ni contoh ayat2 yg ak slalu dgr bile duduk dlm kelompok2 di atas...yg xde tuh biasenye xde ayat2 spesifik yg kuar dr mulut dorg yg ak leh ajuk..kalo x pon..ak xde kwn2 dlm kelompok laen tu :P ni based on my experience...jgn amek ati yer...cheers!!

F.I.N.A.L E.X.A.M

to MY LOVERS!! ni jadual exam i...doakan ANAKANDA @ FUTURE WIFE @ GF @ BESFREN @ KAKAK @ STUDENT @ TEACHER u ni bejaya... 


* 25.4.2011 (9.00am - 11.00am)- Construction Project Procurement
* 27.4.2011 (9.00am - 11.00am)- Construction Economics
* 3.5.2011 (9.00am - 11.00am)- Arbitration
* 5.5.2011 (9.00am - 11.00am)- Alternative Dispute Resolution & Adjudication
* 9.5.2011 (9.00am - 11.00am)- Construction Contract Studies 2


sumpah ak CUAK tahap dewa!!! dalam pale otak ak ni tolong doakan ak lulus...(cukup makan pun ak bersyukur sgt2)pasni leh fokus tesis plak...


mode POYA2 : OFF


ok nk cakap tu je..Bai!!

Terminal Bersepadu Selatan

last week ak balik JB dr KL...n for da 1st time balik jumaat mlm...ok ak semangat sgt blk JB awal...ak mls stay KL lame2...hehe kalini ak nk try naek bas dr terminal bas baru Terminal Bersepadu Selatan (TBS) kat Bandar Tasek Selatan...


balik dr LUCT agak lewat psl bergusip sakan dgn pakcik2 lect yg kate mereka bertitle MBA...(Married But Available) tapi ak soh diorg register club PORTUGAL (Persatuan Orang Tua Gatal) bantai gelak pakcik2 tuh sume...ahahaha betapa longkang mulut aku :p ooops lari topik!!


ok dr LUCT kul 7.30pm...member anta kat stesen Putra Kelana Jaya...(rumah die kat damansara) lebih kurang kul 8.30pm...then amek tren ke Masjid Jamek..pastu tukor tren plak ke Bandar Tasek Selatan...lebih kurang kul 9.30 ak sampai Bandar Tasek Selatan...tp ak tatau katne TBS tu...so ak ikut je org yg bwk beg beso2 tu jalan...


anyway...TBS canggih beb...jakun sekejap ak...cm kat KLIA :p pastu ak nk p beli tiket...ak tgk kaunter sama je..mane kaunter nk p...rope2nye...boleh je p mane2 kaunter...senang gile cek tiket bas...hehehe I LOIKE!! barulah CANGGIH malaysia ni!! world class gitu!! beli tiket siap mintak MyKad...

then..ak p tunggu bas kat departure hall (poyo siot) ahahahaha tunggu bas...tepat kul 10.30pm bas sampai.. ni yg aku suke...PUNCTUAL!! ak benci buang mase! dapat plak bas cantek n selesa!! waaaah mmg harum la mulut ak mlm tu...kalo x...ak nye komplen je bleh wat org nk pukul...hahahaha k la..pasni nak nek bas dr TBS je...owh ye...lupe lak...plg best bile xde ULAT TIKET!!!

R.A.G.A.M

10+1 PERANGAI manusia yang ak xbape suke (X SUKE sebenarnya)...ade yg ak lgsg xleh tolerate..ade tuh..still kwn  tp ak ade cara sendiri utk deal dgn manusia2 ni....


01 - TIDAK menepati masa - i'm not waiting angel ok!! spoil my mood! i'm punctual!! student ak dtg lmbt pon ak rs nk ketuk..sengih2 xrs besalah..ko tgkla gred ko nnt!


02 - Orang yg SUKE buang kawan kalo ade poblem ngn boifren or gurlfren (kononnye nk lupekan ape yg jd..)- bodoh golongan ni! lek la wei pasal 1 jantan ko nk buang kwn!! boifren..boifren la.. kawan..kawanla...pergghh buang ayaq liuq je bg nasehat n sapot..last2 ak mmg susahla nk rapat smule


03 - SUKA MENCARUT..pedih telinga ak...rase nk lade je mulut korg...mulut ak longkang gak...tp ak x mencarut melampau


04 - Orang yg BODOH tp berlagak bagus n pandai - erghhh yg ni mmg slalu wat temperature darah ak mendidih...mmg xleh tolerate...rase nk ketuk ngn heels 4 inci!!


05 - SWEET TALKER...ak mmg menyampah..menanam tebu di pinggir bibir...biasenye manusia ni cakap x serupa bikin...hidup bermodalkn ayer liur...kalo laki...org cmni suke maen2kn perasaan pompuan...konon nk jaga hati...haktuih!! (alamak bf sy da perasan!!) 


06 - MENGADA-NGADA or GEDIX - huhu rase nk tampar laju2 dgn kekuatan maxima...sila bezakan manja dengan mengada-ngada ok


07 - Orang KAYA yg berlagak dengan harta mak bapak - hahaha toksah la belagak deknon ngn kete mewah bapak ko...baek ak ngurat itu bapak dr ngurat anaknye


08 - terlalu NERD...teruk betul ak ni...kesian dowh ngn dorg psl perangai ak ni hampeh sket...nnt ak wat lawak dorg xfaham...suh jelaskn...bende lawak jd serius!! aaaarrrggghhh xle blah..tp dorg ni baik!!


09 - CEPAT PUTUS ASA....hurm...semua manusia ade masalah...tp xperlu la asek give up... usaha..ikhtiar...tawakal...doa... kalo putus asa ngn hidup...fikirla...da cukup ke amal? igt sket org laen yg maseh syg n perlukn tu


10 - MOODY.. ergghh ni pon susah nk handle kalo mood swing...kalo pompuan sebulan sekali tu paham la...tp kalo ari2....wah wah wah...ko sorg boleh moody...


oowh nk add lg 1...orang yg terlalu LOVEY DOVEY (peluk2 la, kiss2, pimpin tgn cm dunia tgh gempa) ms belum kawen...geli la wei!! macam ko sorang la kn becinta dlm dunia ni...lagi2 yg mude2 remaja tu...nak bet ngn ak..korg xkawen la ngn pojaan hati korg tu...




ok enough ADILA...nnt abes satu dunia ko benci!