Tuesday 14 August 2012

keTIDAK STABILan...

haih sangat x sabar nk cuti....
ak da penat giler...fizikal, mental, emosional...sumua penat!

ak xla excited giler nak raya... ok la dis year last raya as anak dara...pasni raya da ade laki... ntah2 dpt raya ngn famili ke x thn dpn..wallahuwa'lam (adeih bertakung da airmata ak...anak sulung mmg manje n mengada terlebih...dr fadzilah kamsah yg ckp ni)

ak apply cuti 2x...dua2 reject! bukan cuti pjg pon..apply sehari kne reject...ak apply stgh hari pon kne reject...PASRAH! nak aje ak beli mc kat klinik tau! 

paham x ak penat?? OT or balik pagi2 bute tu ntah da bape kali...bgla chance ak cuti jap nk tlg mak ak wat cistat... haihhh

hurmmm...ermmm....merindu org jauh pon satu hal jugak....haihh cmne nk explain?? ok ak tau dier super duper bizi....bizi dier n bizi ak adalah xsama... (ak bz...kalo xsiap..ak je yg mati...tp bz dier kalo xwat org len kompem mati) btw dun worry...sy faham je kamu bizi...(the price i have to pay for falling in love with u) n ak xpernah rs malang pon...

bape lame lg nk long distance?? ak pon tatau nk jwb... sape la xnk duk ngn suami dier pas kawen kn...tp ak kne pertimbangkn byk bende la...terlalu banyak...

preparation kawen pon lame da tertangguh..xpe insyaAllah pas raye ak try la wat sket2...tp Alhamdulillah...ade bbrp perkara penting da setel...so pening sket je la

haihhhh...susah betul la bile emosi x stabil ni....anyone..lend me ur shoulder pleaseeeee....T_T

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